When I came to Christ and was saved, I had numerous dreams warning me of pride and a hardened heart. Now I’m in a situation where I realized my heart has been hardened. Over two years slowly my heart hardened until I was sinning, without guilt whilst knowing the truth of the Gospel. I feel emotionally numb. I’m terrified as in my dreams, when I jumped from the collapsing foundation (sin, rebellion) to the old foundation (my walk with Christ) safely, I then saw a dead honey bee. I’m scared I’ve committed the Unforgivable sin. I want to return to God. I want the relationship back. I want the love I used to feel for him back. But I’m rotting in fear, as I have no assurance of my salvation. I’m going insane, please help…